When Your Heart Rips

These days an inquiring mind is all I’ve got
The duo of tranquility and sanity I have not
Sleepless nights, tossing and turning, I can’t rest
Because for the first time in my life my heart has been put to the test

There used to be late night talks of life, music and more
And at that point, when I was sad or stressed you were my cure
But like a thief in the night you disappeared with no goodbye
Leaving my heart rapped waiting to die

What did I do; where did I go wrong?
My heart can’t continue without answers for too long
One day I had it all the next it was thru
My mind never knew you were on a quest to find someone else to complete you

Cuz at that time you were all I needed
I thought our connection was deeply seeded
Though we were only in the physical twice
My mind knew my heart was through rolling the dice

But I guess your heart wasn’t there
And I often wonder did you ever care
Cuz one day I’m wife material what you’ve been looking for
And the next is sorry I found someone who can offer more

But hey I guess I was the fool to lend my heart
I should have known never to put my heart in my mind’s part
But like the typical I was blinded by could be love or so I thought
And cliché like I got my heart back ripped apart

So please grant me the favor before today and answer me this
Do you still desire for the feel of my lips?
Do you remember our last hug, your neck on my lips, the feel of my hips?
Do you know the pain felt when your heart rips?