S.T.D. (Stop The Drugs)

Hey come close can I whisper in your ear?
Let you know my life, my love, even my fears
Enter my world penetrate my mind
Dig deep until you find
Find what makes me laugh, what makes me cry
Listen close to the flashbacks that caused my insides to die

Boom-Boom, Boom- Boom, two heartbeats sound
Screams, cries, ring the alarm, I’m free no longer bound
Look down here I am hello to you all
Welcome to the ups, the downs, the slips and the falls

Hush little baby don’t say a word
You can quiet my cries but my voice will be heard
Snake like my bite is venom and my moves are swift
So don’t try me or you will get bit

Type A, Type B, I’m type A at its worst
Blessed with creativity stress is my curse
I’m ADHD constantly on the go
Focus I can’t my mind’s constantly on the go

1-2-3 months damn time flies
1-2-3 men in that time go bye
No baby it’s not you it’s me is what I say
I may love you tomorrow just not today

So yea I can’t fathom monogamy does that make me bad?
If it does 2 words, so sad
Yea I have anger issues what do you want me to do?
I fight, I scream, I yell, the hell with the boo-who

Hate it or love it I often erupt in anger for no reason
But like a bipolar individual it comes and goes quicker than a season
And when change comes love is there
I love harder that anyone could ever dare

Problem child, Problem child, feed me drugs make me a statistic

Take your medicine before you go ballistic

Blasphemy release these restraints from me at once

Let my creativity explore and let me hunt

Hush little baby don’t say a word
No fuck that my voice will be heard
Snake like my bite is venom and my moves are swift
So don’t try me or you will get bit